Trying to keep up…

The first few steps are the hardest. I'm still having a hard time with setting the pace myself, finding the rhythm and the time to allot to something personal. Things are coming my way, but I feel that I'm not maximizing the opportunities, or that I'm not really meeting them the way I should. Sometimes I feel like a child at a loss, tossing and turning and walking aimlessly. 

Oh well… Most of the things in my life feel so cloudy right now. But if there's anything that has changed, I feel that I am somewhat more open to mistakes now. This attitude I owe to attending a foreign language class, which encourages the students to speak and commit mistakes, so that they learn from their mistakes. With the mistakes coming, more topics that are not usually discussed are opened. I just wish that I get over my analysis-paralysis somehow. 

On Beginnings and the Start of Great Things

It has been a long time since I posted anything in a blog. I've previously written in several blogging platforms, such as livejournal, and even friendster, but I guess I grew out of blogging. Or more likely, I grew out of the issues that I have been blogging about. I decided to start this blog to challenge myself to stick with the changes that I am yet to face, changes that seem difficult to accept, but I know deep within me, are good for me. 

I think it's the same old story said all over again... girl falls in love, moves to the city for a better career, gets her heart broken, feels lost, picking up the pieces... but the story is still on-going. So, here's my blog to chronicle what I'm up to.

But don't be fooled by the paragraph above, for this is definitely not a sappy, love-dedicated blog. I'm doing this in part to show myself that I can fulfill my dreams, which I seem to have abandoned along my journey. Maybe I'll sing for a crowd, cook a feast, dance like crazy... who knows?